Tarikh keramat dan planning Sakti gua

aku benci!benci! benci! exam..
ak kira la final ke, midterm ke,suka-suka ke..exam pasal binatang ke,kediaman ke,aku tak suka!

tapi 18hb dan 19hb kami nak keluar shopping-shopping
nak karaoke juga mengikut plan asal.
Aku dan JAja dan listkan lagu-lagu bertuah yang bakal didendangkan oleh aku yang berbakat ni..
orang lain boleh tolak tepi.Yeala,yang berbakat tu aku,bukan diorang.
kira make room for the talented person je la..

lepas tu aku nak ajak diorang piknik kat KLCC,
ala,tempat yang air dia pancut-pancut tu..
kalau ada fulus lebey, tengok wayang

ape-ape crita pun jadi. BEli cermin mata hitam yang cool macam MAnal punya,
dan tengok Shah Rukh Khan dalam Kuch-Kuch HOta HAi

PAstu, aku balik Kedah dan main-main selama 3 hari dengan kakak aku
MAin make-up2, baring2, korek2 rahsia dan kutuk2 reality show
PAstu aku nak suruh dia belanja makan ayam tandoori.
Seperti biasa, dia kena belanja aku beli lipstik..

Then, bila balik Kelantan, ada MA dan Abah. The best person in the world as long as ko tak pemalas buat kerja rumah..

Tapi 17hb ni aku ada exam..

sapa cipta exam yang menyusahkan golongan2 macam aku ni?
what about free thinking and happiness?
korang pandai, korang tak paham.Tak sejiwa dengan aku.Rambut je sama hitam kalau korang tak dye atau bleach.

aku nak pindah Europe dimana exam oriented tak diamalkan disana.Sebab tu gay boleh survive.Untung2 boleh tengok orang marathon in naked :D..pengalaman aku maksudkan.
tapi, ssebelum tu,survive ke aku dalam exam kali ni?

benci!!aku benci!benci! benci exam...

p/s: laparnya aku..menyesal tak lunch tadi.Lunch kang mengantuk pulak

Merely egoistic

A friend of mine told me direct into my face

"You always want people to hear you but you never wanted to listen"

This statement comes out from her precious mouth because as she told me to stop swearing and many else, I laughed and made faces. I'm not mad and far from thinking that she's being ridiculous.

However, I have something to say on the behalf of myself and many others that are alike.

Please don't think that I am such a close minded that I cannot accept critics and comments. I value those much more than I did in accepting praises (which rarely happens: D). I admit that some of the things you said are total truth and I do need to change. But it is still awkward to just say yes on whatever people said about your bad habit or something like this:

"You are right. I am going to change. What I did was bad" or something like that aloud. Deep inside me agree with you and God knows how my brain work hard on figuring just how I'm gonna change the ugly me. And succeed.

I need my time to absorb and make changes. Stop judging me. Everybody got their own opinion and ways of handling critics and comments. Just don't. Call me an egoistic or whatsoever. Give me some time to change and when i do it my way, please don't do "thank God" attitude. It kills even for a clown.

I love our friendship but this particular thing keeps bothering me. I should have just said it to you. I mean, I'm sure you can handle this matter as well as how you handle other things come by.

But I am a coward ass. God bless us both.

urat dia sakit, sendi tak sihat

pagi semalam..buat kali pertama dalam lebih dua bulan, aku start jogging balik.kojap ajo, dalam 20 minits. The reason is, kami mahu makan pizza buat dinner, this is for guilty purpose ( 1.makan fast food 2.makan lewat malam 3.sbb sgt bnyk ) yeah! that's the trick, bebeh.

petangnya,aku main basketball setelah lebih 2,3, bulan jugak tak sentuh bola. Gila lazy bum aku ni tapi aku tak ley resist la main-main basketball. Hilang touch aku camne? nanges Micheal Jordan, tak ada seteru..tak jadi Afdlin Shauki nak buat filem Slam Dunk Malaysia, title Selam Dank Kampungku Kampungmu Jua

balik main bola, aku angkut dua baldi baju (ehem.. >.< ) kotor, amik sabun basuh Trojan roomate aku, p toilet tempat basuh baju, amik berus tah sapa-sapa tah..ketatkan kain,pasang lampu toilet,then sental!!
Aku pon tak paham kenapa aku kumpul those baju sampai nak masuk dua baldi.KAlu wangi takpa jugak,. Sakit gila pinggang aku. Teringat scene basuh baju di Kampung Pening Lalat from cerita Ahmad Albab..Apasal aku tak seceria diorang?boleh nyanyi-nyanyi lagi.mitos!tipu!dusta semua..camera trick kan?!

anyway, pagi ni aku bangun dengan badan yang sangat sakit-sakit sendi.Subuh aku pon ketar-ketar (bukan sebab mengantuk!)..nak duduk kat kerusi tok post entry pon amik masa dalam 10 minit.

aktiviti yang mana satukah antara yang diatas menyumbang kepada sakit-sakit sendi dan urat aku yang memang kita tahu sihat dan kental ini?


ps:Alhamdulillah ada sendi-sendi dan orat-orat lagi untuk disakitkan.The bright side,bebeh.

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